WTF!

Jospeh wasn't at home for the whole night.
But then he came in the morning, he was so drunk and he smelled terrible!
I told him that and you know what he acted like unbehaved prick!!!
He said that he was fucking Jacky from number 10. our neigbour.. like he didn't have noone else better, more away from us to fuck.
There is getting much better.
He took drughs with her, took her husband's viagra  and they fucked in the kitchen 3 times- I didn't need to know about that.

That's not the end.
Afterwards I told him he is acting terrible but then I just ignored him. I'm not his mother to tell him when to stop.
He came closer to me and asked me if Simon is wearing a love glove.....WTF!
He sed that my brother is fucking me, and proably fucked AIDS into me!
HA i never though he would even go there.. He may be jelaus, but that was to much.
I told Simon what Joseph sed, Simon was shocked and could't believe it, he wanted Jospeh to apologise and won't stop until he will do it..

.

I finally meet my brother... he seem weird but i will get used to it.
Everything is fine, but Joseph is acting strange, all that hate toward Simon, he think he can hide it but i feel it. If he is jelaus that will be just stupid...
Simon on the other hand... is nice to see him after so many years, I hope to get him to know better, and he will too.

WOW

You all won't belive.....
I HAVE A BROTHER...
But...when... how...
Did my father just ignored him, and just took me, but he must of had place for both of us.
I need to find him, if he is what i think he is, if he surrived, I need to know..

Hmmm?

I was going through Joseph's album... and I found that that horrible photo i saw on the lecture... but it didn't seem right.
It looked like somoen cropped it.
Is Jospeh hiding something.... but what could it be except all those dead bodies and me screaming....
There is something and I need to find out.
NOW!

So...

It was so embarrassing when i fell onto Stuart....but this is not the worst part!
After, I saw the girl, that was crying in the bar.
I walked to her, beacause i felt her pain, that photo proably made her feel awful.
So i asked her is she's fine.
And what she sed was '' I'm fine just broke up with my bf'' WTF!!!
All that DRAMA she made in the lecture theatre just about that fucking thing!
Then she laughed and sed it was Catheric.... CATHERIC WHAT.

On that fucking photo I... I was crying for my dead mother on a pile of bloody corpses and she went about her fucking boyfriend... fucking bitch.... she ruined my day even more.

I don't belive it...

  I had this lecture today.... and it was going pretty fine, laughing with Stuart and more.

One minute i decided to turn my phone off, because Dr Kalmar goes balistic if anyones phone rings, so i started looking through my bag, and when i did turn the phone off and looked up..... there was something terrible.. I never wanted to see.

It was a picture of me when i was small crying over my dead mother!

How could Jospeh put ''THIS'' in public...  how could he...

I felt that I will puke or faint from the embarrassment.

There was more...

A girl from Surrey that is in my seminar group, she was crying, she was so hysterical... yghhh